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by John Havel

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It's Valentine's and a day to say I love you
Just like I like do every day of the year
I don't need any holidays for reminding
Just how special you've always been to me
My love is both a hunger and a giving
But sometimes I just stumble carelessly.

I forgot the dance I promised you last year
I hurt you more than ears and eyes could tell
To say the words I'm sorry don't mean a thing now
Although I've said them many times before
We both have times that we regret our ways
Let's try once more to put them all away.

The times that we've shared are forever
You might take away my heart, but not my soul
I try not to imagine how I'll miss you
If once again, you tell me to go
But now will you be my Valentine?
I'll be your's if you'll be mine - all mine.

Behind The Song

Sometime before Valentine's Day of 2008,
Kelley had mentioned she wanted to dance
to a certain song on that evening. Although
we celebrated the day, the dance never 
happened which I was reminded of many
times later. I forgot the dance.

The next year, to make up for things, I wrote
and recorded this song as an apology. I
guess it wasn't enough because I got the
pain AND missed the dance. She had
already put the divorce wheels in motion.
I wouldn't know for seven months ...