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by John Havel

So you think you're still going to fake it
One more guy just to use and you'll make it
Another chapter in the way you live your life

All the lies you tell fit the person you're being
Who are you today and is he believing
all the crazy shit you've laid on him?

I guess you finally hit the big time
With your lies and trickery
Ain't divorce grand where you stand
In the lap of luxury?

Don't want to hear about the sorrow
That'll sure be following you
You had your chance at your last romance
But you just keep on playing through

Since you've been gone I'm picking up the pieces
Putting them together kind of like a thesis
All coming down to how much I've been betrayed

Tomorrow comes and I don't have to worry
I'll find a new lover, I'm not in a hurry
Until I do I'm so glad I don't love you

I guess I finally hit the big time
With no lies or trickery
Just an honest man doing what he can
For his love and family

I don't have any sorrow
About what I've done or what I do
Can't stand for lies or long goodbyes
So I'll just say fuck you

Behind The Song

On September 18, 2009 I had every reason,
because of past behavior, to call my wife,
Kelley Havel, a liar, cheat, and thief.

Within the next few days, I found out she took a
credit card out in my name 18 months earlier -
didn't use it until  9 months later for the sole
purpose to ruin my credit. She lied about it to
me when the collection agency called saying
it was my son John's account. At the same
time I found out a totally different reality about
a relationship she had with a guy for a lot
longer than she's admitted. She grabbed his
paycheck every week and cheated on him.

Since the divorce proceedings, she has sold
thousands of dollars of marital assets which
she had no right to, lied to her lawyer about
it (he fired her), and moved in with her new
boyfriend  a few months after I left.

She's consistent, that's for sure.