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Learning Pain

"The One Lie"
by John Havel

I still can't find the reason why
You portrayed yourself as a friend.
It was a comfort, but it didn't last too long
And all was found out in the end.

You cheated on me and kicked me out the door.
You found another lover you didn't need me no more.

You stole from me although I gave you everything I had.
Does taking more than what I could give -
does that make you glad?

You lied to me, it was going on for way too long
How can I put up with your lies - when it's all wrong?

But there's just one lie, I can't get over it's true.
It's when the times you'd tell me I Love You.

You had it all planned a long time ago
Just playing with my heart until you said so
It's time to take the cash and just move on
To another Frankiestein toy you'll prey upon

You're still telling lies to family and our friends
You're never going to stop, it's never going to end
Nobody but me knows the truth about your past
If I just can't trust you, my love can never last because ... 

You cheated on me - don't you know I'm a proud man?
We were headed back that way, I had to take a stand.

You stole from me -
well now I've been rich and I've been poor
Money will always come and go -
but being happy's what life is for.

You lied to me - looking straight into my eyes.
I loved you so much, just couldn't see - your disguise

And there's that one lie - I'll never get over it's true
is when you'd lie and tell me I Love You.


Behind The Song

 This is written about my ex-wife Kelley Havel -
AKA Kelley Furco, Kelley Orzel.

I think the song speaks for itself, but there are some
terms you need to know:

Pathological Liar: A pathological liar is usually defined as someone who lies incessantly to get their way and does so with little concern for others. Pathological lying is often viewed as a coping mechanism developed in early childhood and it is often associated with some other type of mental health disorder. A pathological liar is often goal-oriented (i.e., lying is focused - it is done to get one's way). Pathological liars have little regard or respect for the rights and feelings of others. A pathological liar often comes across as being manipulative, cunning and self-centered.

Whore: A person considered sexually promiscuous. A person considered as having compromised principles for personal gain.

Thief: One that steals, especially stealthily or secretly.